You were the best dad.. and I hate that I have to do past tense. We will never be able to move on from this hurtful loss; we can only learn to live alongside it. You always sacrificed for us kids. You always went out of your way to make sure we were happy and had a good christmas every year. I guess Ill have to be santa claus next, huh?... I still miss you a lot... theres going to be that chunk of my heart forever hurt, but always bandaged.. but I know youre pain free now. I know youre making peoples day better with Him, and I know He is proud of you. I love you dad. Please know that we all love you. Rest easy..